1228 Hours

I have been busy with college stuff... shopping and fitting in mostly. unlike most people i know, i don't really find college very fun and exciting. it's just... college. perhaps it's because i'm beginning to see many cliques forming before my eyes. newbies making newby friends. while i'm just someone who know mostly everyone in my class but still allows myself to be a loner once in a while. i guess i miss school. the people who are my friends. college is different than freaking high school!

i guess i can never run from cute-sy wannabe bitches who loves to keep people busy. or weirdos gaining your attention. even crazy whores.... sigh.. this is gonna get interesting... reallly

1010 Hours

were we ever created to be so evil? did god make us humans much more superior to the rest of His beings? who are we to destroy and make everything ours? do the rest of the creatures deserve the right to suffer just to satisfy our population of humans? if everything can talk, can feel and has a voice to speak out, we humans would be in deep shit! late nights when i can't sleep, I sit in front of the tv and flick flick flick until i see something that catches my eye. well a few nights ago i did. and my discovery made me dumbfounded and i shed a few tears watching. i never was fond of the countries north of asia. it has nothing to do with racism or prejudice. it's the way this uneducated beings hurt one other just to satisfy their desire for that moment. i am not stereotyping them by what a few people did. but somehow it's hard not to especially after hearing many things about it. that night i watched in horror how some people could slay dogs and actually eat them. i watched a dead dog getting it's skin removed and it's tail sliced off for it's meat. it's eyes were open and obviously covered in blood. and then i saw people savouring a meal with the most of the dishes consisted of dog meat cooked in various ways.... what the fuck is going on here?
can you imagine eating your own pet?
imagine eating dog meat while you actually own a dog at home?
what is the pride in that?

what is with the slaying? aren't there enough to eat on this planet for people to do such things?
i have pride to not eat any eotic animals whatsoever. not even sharks fin soup... how many sharks would have to die just to get it's fin? who eats this type of food?? you tell me...

my stand in this is strong. i feel that it is only fair if humans were treated the same... those who were cruel to animals would then suffer the same way. an eye for an eye....

a humanskin handbag with a matching wallet
human meat cooked in different ways
human bones made into jewelry
human fat to replace grease
body parts chopped up for different purposes...

imagine that... the hunter being hunted...

fight ignorance!

1442 Hours

FINALLY!!!!! finally i tell ya!!! finally watched tristan & isolde in the morning after months of waiting... hehe. never thought it came out but it did! yay! i loved it!!!!!!! but it would had been fun if i watched it with someone instaed of myself just like that day watching final destination 3. james is so so FINE!!! even the guy who played melot is HOT! HAHAHAHAHA... although i couldn't shriek or yell in the cinema you could tell i was pleased!!! yes i was!

another awesome news... i called the fucked up boys' school and the assistant said i could call the cops when i see students "lepaking" near the train station. yes!!!!!!!! :)

i am tres tres pleased!!!!

hmmmm another well off day....

1029 Hours

i'm still thinking if i should go out right now to go watch casanova or not.... hmmmmm... it's so hard!! firstly i'm kinda lazy to go walk there. second, i'll be watching it alone. third, well... i'm broke. with only 40 bucks in my pocket... allowance isn't in yet. bummer! forgotten to ask. sigh. it's too tempting and excruciating walking around a mall with 40 bucks... i'll decide sooner or later if i should go or not. "to go or not to go, that is the question..."

ooooh, there's something bummerific with maxis... or probably it's just my phone losing touch. sigh... so now my communication skills are lacking of text messages and some other stuff i dunno... sigh... babi babi! why can't we use fire like the old days??? (coz by the time it's 1910 the earth would be naked!) i dunno why i'm rambling... shit!

2056 Hours

today didn't go as bad as expected. i dragged myself out of the house to go watch a movie at klcc (i didn't walk around like a stupid idiot this time!). i went there with a purpose and actually stuck to my plan which was to catch a movie and buy lunch. anyway i left home by 10.30 after making a few calls just so people would know where i would be.

alrighty to make this quick:
went to catch final destination 3.... movie was good but damn freaky!!!!!!!!!! GORY! GROSS!!!!! INSANE!!! VIOLENT!!! should have watched it with steffi! hahahahahha

still no chaud dudes...

not that i was looking... (yeah right!)

hmmmm... i'll never eat kfc again.... i felt sick afterwards

i chased cats all day!

plus i clashed with the ooo's from the kampooong school... bloody retards! ugly piece of shit! GO DIE!

that's it...
gonna watch casanova tmw!

1009 Hours

I'm trying to put this thing to bed
I've drugged it in its sleep
There isn't many memories
I'm comfortable to keep
This ball keeps rolling on
It's heading for the streets
Keep expecting you to send for me
The invitation never comes
Each time I turn around
There's nothing there at all
So tell me why I feel like
I'm up against a wall
But maybe it's a flase alarm
And every answer sounds the same
Just colours bleeding into one
That hasn't got a name
Maybe I can't see
Maybe it's just me
Now the curtain's coming up
The audience is still
I'm struggling to cater for
The space I'm meant to fill
And distance doesn't care
Each time I turn around
There's nothing there at all
So tell me why I feel like
I'm up against a wall
But maybe it's a false alarm
And every answer sounds the same
Just colours bleeding into one
That hasn't got a name
Maybe I can't see
Maybe it's just me
I'm trying to put this thing to bed
I drugged it in its sleep
Remember what you said
Are you comfortable to keep it?

2057 Hours

i dunno what to do with my spare time anymore. i got less than 2 weeks left before i start school again. or shall i say college. i guess the nerve is killing me. perdicting something unperdictable. at least most of us got something to look forward to (NOT!) next monday....

anyway nothing much happened today. heck, nothing period. hahaha.... as usual i begin to feel like a drunk by 4 pm. it's like a zombie-me took over and left me out dry...

1043 Hours

i am beginning to think that i am too vain. very very very tres tres tres VAIN! and it's not a good thing... hmmmmm...

1227 Hours

skipped an entry yesterday. was busy busy busy. suffered from a momentary form of insane relapse as i was a) dancing in Zara, b) bobbing my head uncontrollably in front of GSC, c) i skipped while singing loudly in midvalley at 11 pm. oooh did i mention i did sang "i believe i can fly" in the elevator just like what Dick Harper did in the movie?????

anyway i calmed down before i lost my dignity that night. tra la la la la la la la la ..

hmmmmm.. and there were loads of trunk hugger people yesterday and it made me laugh. A LOT! hahahahaha... some of the men wore tighter pants than their partners aka mak we's! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA... hilariouso!

no chaud people spotted. except if i looked in front of the mirror... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

i bought more tops for college. and a preppy looking cardigan. very preppy indeed. ;)

more on the weather.... it's still HOT!

finally, we let the cats to roam free. they are now running about and not caged up although i do worry that they cannot "jaga diri" especially when they "camp" under my dad's mpv. pancakes anyone????

i need to tone it down now.

auf wiedersehen pretties!

1621 Hours

i was outside cleaning the cat's cage and saw the heat evaporating from the road. THAT is how hot it is... still is unfortunately. looks cloudy but it's hot as hell (well actually i dunno how hell feels like since i haven't been there.) anyway i'll just talk about the weather and what it's doing to us all... to me to be more precise.

i sweat after coming out of the shower. i sweat before i manage to change my clothes. sometimes i sweat while i'm washing my hair.

the weather lately has made me moody and pissed off 65% of the time

i hate the heat.

which is why i crave for a swimming pool most of the time

sometimes i see mirages..

urgh...
panas babi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

plus the laptop is heating up faster than usual.

the weather kills the fun things...

i hate it...

*sizzle sizzle*

1144 Hours

I'm currently listening to The Donnas. i guess after all the searching, all the experiments and all the let's-try-new-things scenerio, I've found my type of music. I short-listed a few genres which have things in common : - alternative/rock/indie.... that's it.

lately since i'm tres tres bored and a typico sadistic, i've been aimlessly downloading random stuff on limewire. 75% i like and the rest are pure crap that will prolly remain in my hardrive till the day i bother deleting and sorting them out.

so the list of my favs from the newly downloaded ones are:
the veronicas
KT tunstall
hawthorne heights
matchbook romance
beth orton
pete murray
aly & aj
arctic monkeys
idlewild

.... that's about it....

anyway, my online-ing times are like crap. i hardly see or talk to people i normally chat with due to the lack of another computer for me to use. i can say that my days of addiction is over. people are busy with college. while i'm.... i'm busy keeping my cats company.

college... well i rather not talk about it.

my treasure has been hurting lately. to be exact right this second. i dunno why i'm writing this out but i guess it's rather bothering me. hmmmm... *ouchies*

a few days ago i listened to hilary duff (yes i did!). first i smirked and taunted her. then i started feeling better. why? well because i'm missing the old days... the days all of us would diss her and hate her but yet we still listen to her songs. our so called hatred brought my friends together and we ended up actually singing along to her songs whether we complain how annoying hilary is or whetever. no matter we're in denial, we still would sing along. hmmmm... especially amy. hahahahaahahahhaa... mel would not approve of this. i can tell ;)

other issues... i dunno why but i dont feel desperate anymore. i guess i'll just wait... wait.... wait... i dunno why, i lied to someone that day. i dunno what made me do it. i guess it's the signs that he was showing... and it freaked me out simply because he probably liked me in that way. but i don't feel any commitment coming on. so too bad for him. i guess he would just have to live with it. i could tell he was never my type anyway... a little too ooooo for my taste even though he's been brought up in hamburger-a-gogo land. *shrugs*


did i mention i'm picking up french and spanish?? well i am... so far progress is : NOT WELL...
i think i'm giving up already... HAAHAHAHAHHAA.. typical of me!!